I Have Feelings 2….

Darkness is now all i see

Things aren’t what they were meant to be

Seeking truth, looking for eyes that love

I always end up at the stairway to above

Tired of the Nightmares

Sick of being someone else

Have just hypocrites all around

And its then that my conscience tells

Tears have dried up

But no one cares to see

Death just may be life for me

Was looking for clues to my survival

Was looking for reasons to smile

Had demons standing tall, trying to make me look small

Every moment putting me on trial

Tired Of them i just don’t wanna stay

Life is a maze and i cant find my way

I’m just running from myself..

Now on the Edge of a knife

Thinking For me, Death just may be life

Just when i thought I was Suffocating

Came a fresh whiff of air and i started breathing..

Darkness begin to disappear, the clouds started to clear

With only curses coming from all around

Finally words of love i could hear

But soon the voice turned faint

And the pain again grew

Journey was lonely again..

All the way through..

My angel, she betrayed

The curses, they all stayed

Her thoughts tore me apart

As voices told me in my heart

Death May Be Life I desire

I wanna escape this inferno, This Fire

Heaven Is What I seek

But It will never be

Coz I have got Hell

Right inside of me