I Have Feelings 2….

As i walk down these streets of life
i see that, i am all alone..
There is a crowd in which i am lost
but all are strangers, i should have known..

It was just yesterday, it seems, i had all my friends around me
it was like a dream i lived, i just loved who I used to be..
But i saw the distances grow, as the days went by
each one had their own lives, I couldn’t complain, but i don’t know why..

I found myself lonely, they all were just gone
the dreams were all broken, they were shattered ,they were torn..

So i turned to my angel, who i knew would always be there
As i could weather any storm, for her love, with her care..

I turned around, my eyes betrayed me..she was nowhere to be seen..
when i needed her the most, life couldn’t get any more mean..

i saw her finally, and my life came to a halt…
she was part of the crowd, laughing at me, saying its all your fault..

i fought my tears, i consoled myself, i knew this couldn’t be true
she was the strength inside me, i said, as the weakness inside me grew..
she was my reason to live..but this life itself seemed a curse..
she was the light in my life..but all left now was darkness..

finally, the person inside me..died a painful death
No one shed even a tear, no one even lay a wreath..

and now i walk again, on this road.
the one, the ghost of loneliness has haunted..
in pain, in tears..
feeling all the more unwanted….