Archive for April, 2008

Unwanted….

As i walk down these streets of life
i see that, i am all alone..
There is a crowd in which i am lost
but all are strangers, i should have known..

It was just yesterday, it seems, i had all my friends around me
it was like a dream i lived, i just loved who I used to be..
But i saw the distances grow, as the days went by
each one had their own lives, I couldn’t complain, but i don’t know why..

I found myself lonely, they all were just gone
the dreams were all broken, they were shattered ,they were torn..

So i turned to my angel, who i knew would always be there
As i could weather any storm, for her love, with her care..

I turned around, my eyes betrayed me..she was nowhere to be seen..
when i needed her the most, life couldn’t get any more mean..

i saw her finally, and my life came to a halt…
she was part of the crowd, laughing at me, saying its all your fault..

i fought my tears, i consoled myself, i knew this couldn’t be true
she was the strength inside me, i said, as the weakness inside me grew..
she was my reason to live..but this life itself seemed a curse..
she was the light in my life..but all left now was darkness..

finally, the person inside me..died a painful death
No one shed even a tear, no one even lay a wreath..

and now i walk again, on this road.
the one, the ghost of loneliness has haunted..
in pain, in tears..
feeling all the more unwanted….

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Craving In The Coffin….

As the ghosts come to life…
And the Shadows get longer..
As the night creeps in…
So does the Devil in me…

With Blood in my eyes..
I search for the thing that caused it..
But i am caught in a storm..
I cant see through the haze…

I am Craving in the Coffin…
Craving for your love…
To pull the devil out of me..
To get back alive…

Walking in the Garden of Thorns…
I learn to take all the pain…
As i search for A flower…
A flower that is you…

All I see now is dead…
Calling me to be with them..
Craving in the coffin I just realise..
That my soul is still with you…

Now I have got the key to hell…
But the door just wont open…
Because even devil himself knows…
I have still left something behind..

The Sun is now rising again, Bringing things back to life…
And i need to go to where i belong…
But remember as long as you will be living..
For your love…I am Craving in this Coffin..

Get me out of here..I want to live again…
Get me out of here..I want to breathe again…

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Whats New…Whats Hot…

Hi guys…You all must be thinking…where did i dissapear…My blog was pulled of all of a sudden..But i had reasons to do that…and i am sorry i did that….

First people said that my poems were getting all the same…though that didnt lessen my fan following…i mean not my fans..my poems’ ofcourse…lot of people still could relate with them…Then something realy bad happened with me…and the poet in me had to die down for a few days…

But now i am back..and i am different…This time my blog is going to introduce a different genre of Poems..They will be called Rock Poems…These poems are inspired from all the rock songs i listen to…but yes..all of them are going to be original…..different from the normal stuff i write..it will contain aggresive emotions..less of the rhyming stuff..but am sure…even people who dont listen to rock will like it..i promise that….

My normal poems ofcourse will be there….as they were the reason for the success of FEELINGS…And i hope they are better  than ever..

Now comes the real big one…I am going to have a special request page on this blog..for all my readers..whoever wants to request a poem..can do that here…and i will write one for him or her…I just need a bit of input on the situation..a couple of emotions attached to it…and yes even the name if you want to…and i shall try and write something just you…you can register on my blog by writing a comment on the requests page…just a check for the number of requests coming in..and then mail me on c_roshan@qualcomm.com with all the details…only as much as you want me to know though…hope you guys will like this concept..

Do check out the coming soon page for the my upcoming poems…

FEELINGS was a hit just because of you guys..keep the love coming for FEELINGS 2….

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